so recently I started to collect hot wheels and other die cast cars seems fairly normal. have seen alot of adults do such things but I play games with them and I also found myself playing with toy soldiers I am 21 now and I have seen this happen to me a few other times earlyer in my life watching childrens shows when i was 13 or 14 so my question is. is it normal to retreat back to to childhood as a defence Mechanism to block cerrtain things out or is there something really mentally wrong with me?