I am a girl who fell in love with another girl for the first time,I love her so much & never felt this way toward anyone before, I love everything about her, we became so close, we both make each other happy, happiness that I've never experienced before, but 2 month ago after making love she knew that am not thinking to spend my whole life with a girl..I ruined everything, although that day she put an engagement ring in my finger while we kissing which means she's was serious about our relation. After that day I realized that I do wanna spend my life with a girl & specificly with her, I tried to fix the mistake I did and told her that I do wanna spend my whole life with her & I'm ready to do anything to get her back..but she's deppresed & she don't think it's good to get back to each other..& things got worse because a close person to her died, so it's harder now to try to get her back..I don't know what should I do,I can't let her go, I'm crying everynight, we were so good together everything was just great.. if i don't talk to her she doesnt talk to me, I'm afraid that she has no more feelings for me & that she's over me now I love her & I want her back