I have 2 states of mind that are distinct. On the one hand I outwardly can be very friendly and actually feel happy and excited. Then sometimes if I feel akward or like no one wants me around I completely feel the switch inside.
I grow immediately apathetic, cold, and distant, but I don't let people know and wind up just "Disapearing". I feel like in these moments I just don't care. I understand logically that I need to always make sure my actions don't harm myself or hinder my relations later. So I become very coldly calculating to minimise the inconvienence and damage later, but I still feel like a cold, apathetic creature that is looking at the world with an unfeeling distain.
I feel like I switch from my regular ENTJ to INTJ. From the "Mobalizer" to the "Mastermind". Is somthing wrong with me? It is a very distinct change that I can feel. Any advice on how to help or what's up????
I grow immediately apathetic, cold, and distant, but I don't let people know and wind up just "Disapearing". I feel like in these moments I just don't care. I understand logically that I need to always make sure my actions don't harm myself or hinder my relations later. So I become very coldly calculating to minimise the inconvienence and damage later, but I still feel like a cold, apathetic creature that is looking at the world with an unfeeling distain.
I feel like I switch from my regular ENTJ to INTJ. From the "Mobalizer" to the "Mastermind". Is somthing wrong with me? It is a very distinct change that I can feel. Any advice on how to help or what's up????