I've suffered from depression after my mom passed away when I was 11 and developed anxiety issues. 6 years later and I've gotten a little better after therapy (still have trouble breathing due to anxiety) but I've noticed that I have what my family believes are OCD-like qualities. For example: I used to play field hockey and in order for my to have a good practice and feel confident, my pencil would have to write a certain way in how it hit the paper or else I'd have to erase and repeat (sometimes mutliple times). I've moved on from that behavior now. If I have an exceptionally good day, I tend to try and repeat the things I did, ate, wore etc the following days in orderto have anotehr good day. Also, I noticed today that I have this thing with colors and patterns with my notebooks. I designated each school subject to a color (which I always did when learning numbers and letters in kindergarden) and since I used up one of my notebooks, I asked my dad to get the same exact one again. He accidently got the wrong one but I just can't bring myself to use it. I'll be picking up the right now soon. I was just wondering if any of you had any thoughts to what my behavior might tell me? Thanks in advance! :)