my wife cheated on me with another man, when I find out I cried and cried then I wanted to kill my self... then we talked and she felt sorry for what she did, I told her i am sorry because I didn't treated properly. we agreed to work our relationship out, its been since 2010 when all this started. feel that I hate her for what she did. This feling is eating me alive from the inside out. some times I just want to leave her and star a new life with another person.... I am really depress. give your advise...thank you very much.