It is like I realize that she is not the right type of girl for me, since she is free-spirited, extroverted and hangs out a lot with other people while I am a bit introverted, quiet, self-composed and possessive. But at the same time, I can't stop thinking about her. I know I sound a bit like a wussy :P Apart from this feeling, which is for more than 4 years, she is a good friend of mine. I have tried dating other girls but it didn't work either. You may say that I am in love but the thing is that I am pretty sure that she is in love with more than ten other guys. I am really determined about my future and have lots of goals for the future. I don't want those dreams and goals to be jeopardized by this fling of feelings.
Sorry for the long post but for some reason I am feeling good :)