hi im 17 and as long as i can rember i have rely stuggled emonaly and as i have gotten older things got worst my moods are in a constend cilcey of being up an down and sometimes both at th same time and if im down i will cry for hours to days no stop and i will get rely high anxiety,guilt , angey, isolatiet ,bads sleeping pattens etc,and when i get like this i slef-harm and sometimes find myslef drinking so i can get on with life. and suddlen my mood can change and i feel rely happy as if nothing was wrong and when im like this i dont feel tried and i feel like i want to do more want to have more sex and what to talk all the time but people find me anogging cuse when i talk i get londer and fast and i can be rely irritabe when im in the stage and people think with im like this im on drug cuse i seem so high. can get rely out of control and freakout and sometime in can get that my moods will change from happy to sad daily and this can last and few week to a mouth before it will change and i rely hate alot of people what wrong with me cusei no everone get mood swings but this just doent seem rigth