I grew up as a Baptist Christian with the idea that God is always intimately involved in my life and that He is watching over me. As of a few weeks, I now no longer believe in God but now have no reasonable cause to which to attribute the constant sensation I do have that someone external to me is watching me. It makes me a little uneasy, as I feel that this is a strange sensation to have, and it makes me feel almost like I need to censor my own thoughts, because someone else is always judging them. Is this a reasonable sensation or is it normal for people to feel like that? What should I be telling myself? I know there is nobody else in the room with me. Thanks for your help.