So I was watching a movie and it had this girl digging a grave and she stops throws the shovel and when the guy says keep going she says or what you'll kill me any way? So he grabs her and puts a knife to her throat. She begs not to be killed her eyes wide open . He says he won't kill her then there's a good long scene of her saying no bobby repeatedly as he rapes her. He cut her shirt and stuff but there was no flesh. From that I got aroused and I'm just so guilty because of it.
I'm a normal enough guy it's not like I'm religious or anything. I'm just really sad right now and feel a lot of shame. Can someone help me?