Ok, when i get mad like almost to the point of rage i start shaking and i growl then for a split second i cant hear any outside noise but i hear a voice in my head and it tells me to kill the person, that they want to die. After that there is a moment where i can fight it but only if i inflict pain on my head, i head butt almost all the way through a closet door and put a forehead hole into another before i could gain control. and if i dont do that i black out with no memory of it ever happening and when i come to im standing off somewhere with my fist clenched and i dont respond to my name at all. please tell me what you think. please.